"You know how love is, it's weird." a line he texted me couple years ago.
"Don't you know we are alike?" He said.
"For your record, I don't like mushrooms. It's too earthy for me."
"I don't drink coffee. It's too bitter."
"Omg, you made me omelet and hot chocolate for the breakfast."
"This is where I learned how to surf."
"She is gonna visit me in New York!" He said to a friend.
"I have a sweet tooth. I love ice cream."
"I love camo."
"Check out my camo tent."
"My mom took me and my brother to play in this grave yard."
"I always want a Santa Cruz board."
"I will visit you in Taiwan. Surf some spots in Asia, Always wanna go to Bali."
"I did it better right? I stayed longer." Our trips to Tofio
"I have a great birthday. Thank you." He hugged me tight.
"Pick a word that you would use to describe about me?"
"Special." He said.
"Wild. You're a wild kid." My answer to him on the same question.
"I am known for showing my butt cracks"
"If you can hold my hand now that would be great."
"You're sexy. Sometimes I have close my eyes so I don't come that fast."
"I got you. I want you to have this hoodie."
"Put this on. You can definitely pull this off."
"You're tough, Soph. You just hurt yourself all the time."
"I realized I have problem to commit. I am not ready to be in a relationship."
"Yewww, you farted!" I said. "That means I am comfortable around you." He said.
"My little housewife." After he came back from surf while I was setting up the tent all by myself.
"Babe, check this out."
"Let's stop here. I want to take a photo of us."
"This is a good one. A nice photo."
"Babe, do you want the fire?"
So many lines to remember over the past 4 years...
A and I live in different side of the world. Loving the same thing. Living the life. We only get to see each other while traveling together...every trip together was amazing.
We haven't seen each other for over than a year.
This week...
"Are you going to Bali with anyone?"
"Hey. No, where are you at these days?"
"In Taiwan"
"I want to go to Bali with you. When will you get in? I will book a flight." I said. No response for 5 days...
Finally, he gave me the date.
"Time? Would you like to plan it with me so we can make this happen and stay together?" I asked.
He gave me the time and the area he will be staying.
Also...
"But I have a girlfriend now...."
He is someone's boyfriend now. I told myself. It's real. Very real this time.
He didn't choose me. He didn't care about me anymore. What do I do now...It hurts terrible.
I couldn't sleep last night.
He is gone. I am not that lucky girl after all.
