It's Nov! My birthday month! The happiest thing to do on my birthday is to be able to strap in and cruise down the mountain! I can't wait to snowboard again! Only two weeks awaaaayyyy!
The emails were a bit slow now between C and I. He is on vacation right now and I totally understand that he would choose to enjoy it to the fullest instead of sitting down and to write me a long email. I have to admit that I miss our long e-mails. However, from my last blog post, I was worried that he would be overwhelmed by my share on the visa issue and the inability of visiting him in his hometown. It did sound like a "let-down". No doubt. I guess I wanted to see if he is interested in putting the effort to make it work. After what's happening between A and I, I really don't feel like investing on someone who could not understand what I have been through and see that hard work I put in to live the dream. It took a little long for me to hear from C again. I guess it's a lot to take in and really think through about the answers. C sent me a short response telling me he has been busy and will write more later. I wasn't sure and can't tell if he is still interested in keep the email going. So first time, I did not respond to that e-mail and thought maybe that's it. If it will happen, it will. If it's in God's plan for me, it will happen! I guess I am challenging my belief now.
Few days ago, I did get a surprise e-mail from C. Although it's short as well but I think he got the point why I didn't write him back. I really appreciate that he took the time to tell me that he would like to keep chatting and understands my whole visa issues. That really means something to me.
I really hope we get to meet up soon. I am not sure how long our feelings will last through words. But again, I believe if it's in God's will. It will happen. Not to mention, C is also a Christian. Did God pick him just perfectly for me? We will find out...
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